I am unique as there is only one me! I cannot be

categorized under any segments but, I am made of

different segments called attributes/characteristics.

              Why am I unique?

I will explain (using the class).

“I am Malay, I am a girl, I wear spectacles and I have curly-wavy hair.”

“I am Malay”- So are Khariya, Nadira, Dharma and Firdaus.

“I am a girl“– so are Khariya, Nadira, Shan2, Vanessa and Joey.

“I wear Spectacles”- so does Firdaus, SY and Vanessa.

“I have curly/wavy hair”- so does Dharma and Kumar.

Of my attributes/characteristics,

Khariya, Nadira, Vanessa, Dharma and Firdaus shares 2 similar traits.

Kumar, Joey and Shan2 share 1 of my traits.

This show that we may share/have some segments that are

the same/similar, yet  we are different from each other.

 

So, since we are all different how will a product appeal

to us? It is when one of our attributes falls under the

targeted audience. So, I may not wholly like the product

but it appeals to a part of me. Hence I will be inclined

to buy/use it.

Some Songs that is in my list... Give them a try, See if you like them...

Heather Small - Proud [Very meaningful, also in QAF]
Download :  http://www.mp3raid.com/search/download-mp3/2/heather_small_proud/2.html

Gabby Johnson - Last Goodbye
Download:  http://www.mp3000.net/download/mp3/173781/gabby-johnson-last-goodbye-mp3.php

The Avenue - Last Goodbye
Download:  http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?xun7jpqjsm3

 Akhir Dunia (ost kiamat sudah dekat 3) - Soundtrack Band

I finally had a haircut a day before school re-opens.Tuesday. Actually Deva wanted a haircut. I then decided to cut my hair too because I want it to be easily managed. I told the hairdresser that i want short hair and layered . Then she ask me which side is my parting. I told her I didn't have any. she suggested left part. I tried right part and boy did i looked "EMO".

Oh, ya, I got way darker after numerous trainings under the sun.



    After haircut on the left            ,            Before haircut on the right.

Today's the 1st day of puasa... i just realise tt last mth was hungry ghost fest and now puasa where demons are locked up for a month =)

See, Matt Dallas has belly button but Kyle hasn't any

The saying "Life is not fair!" is so true and so applicable to almost everything.

The thing about girls and guys are treated unequally is not fair either.

I've always seen it as a petty thing - the unequal part - but what happened 2 days ago made me want to burst in anger.

See it took me 2 days to sort it out and not to type in things that will make me regret.

Okay so here is the edited version of what happened.

" I was so tired and moody due to excessive bleeding that gave me cramps since morning. So by the time my dad went off for  check-up which was around 9 am, I was rolling about in bed. neither parents told me what to do - like cook rice, wash the laundry, fold the clothes, boil water  or even to sweep the floor. I was nice enough to stuff the laundry in and let the machine do its job, cook rice and around 2pm, I boiled water. All I didn't  do was sweep the floor and fold the clothes. at 1pm my brother Yusoff got home and "messed up the place" that he ate and did not wash dishes. He made and drank milo and left the cup on the table and left Tupperwares of tidbits lying about  on the dining table. So with dishes in the sink and Tupperwares on the table My parents have to arrive home. CRAPS! all it took for my dad to shout for me and start grumbling about how lazy i am and irresponsible and brainless i am. all yusoff did was sit infront of the pc and ignored all that happened around him. what an arse hole! All he had to do was re heat the water, ask yusoff to clean up his mess. but you know whats the 1st qn they asked him???!!?!?! 'Have you eaten?' I mean what the fwck !"

Remembering what happenes bury me with all the anger I felt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Yesterday was DEVA's Birthday 20 august2008.Had a picnic at chinese garden - well not in it but across the "moat" surrounding it. Kind of fun in a wacky way. Jiawei is the only guy and there are 3 girls - Si Seet, Deva and I. Li Qing arrived at 1 plus hehe. Saw weird plants, insects (mating pair of ants still can walk about whike F*****G!!) will add the pictures as soon as I get them, PROMISE!!!!!

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Pesta Sukan Coming Up. 30th and 31st August will be the Archery Competition.

How to describe current feelings?

 Well I'm glad that I know my mistake(s) prior and after release.
1. I tend not to hold 3 seconds before releasing ( rarely maintain tension).
2.My T-frame collapse after follow through(i.e. I do not maintain my frame after release hence arrow flight is affected - Arrow may have not left the arrow rest completely. )

 What I Know?
1.I score better after adrenalin rush ( run, surprised) - Which means, I should run before training starts.
2.My score at maximum is at 267(Need further pull back and maintaining of tension), at minimum is 209 ( due to change of sight and very hungry).

 My aim?
1. Friday training, get a score of minimum of 260 at worst. But must try attain 300.

BRUISE + CHOW TA + FEVER = DIEEEE

Feeling extremely uncomfortable. Fever and humid weather do not mix! I totally couldn't sleep. When I can, the heat got to me and I started sweating cold sweat. Went to polyclinic today and skipped school. After every meal, I feel like puking. A kind neighbourly aunty at 10th floor advised me to drink barley and Halwa kundur also known as sugared winter melon. Using shortcut, I just drank wintermelon drink. Then I puked. What the *** mann...

Only got a day of M.C. . Probably I'll be back in school on wednesday.

Ciao !

Right now, I'm craving for pure dark chocolate or at least Meiji bitter chocolate. I couldn't find the roasted caramel almonds in dark chocolate anywhere!!! I know It'll be mighty Expensive but, I'm craving for it.

There is archery tomorrow. Not sure if I'll be on time. WHY is my Bow arm shaking? No idea but I know my hand shakes worse if I concentrate to make it stay still... * laughing *

I just realise there is an uber cool function on my lappy. Activate num lk by pressing fn and f11 at the same time then the usual numbers on a normal keyboard(right side) will be activated. It will be more convenient during UT. =)

Hehe I’m sEvEntEEn !!!!  very OLD ..muahaha... Today started off badly. I was “warned/scolded” by Dad for getting home too  “EARLY” . He sort of threatened me to either be home early or I have to quit archery. I received the same threat 4 years ago when I first joined NPCC... wow! That was so long ago...haish... those bitter sweet memories...... okay back to the story people!!!

1^st I was “threatened”

 2^nd felt better with the various SMSes wishing me happy bday

4^th got a call from fishie

 5^th hot bod faci came to class( notice that i say Bod)

 6^th one by one wish me happy birthday ( MSN, Classmates, communicator)

7^th class mates sang bday song for me ... rahul tried his best to sing to me in Malayalam ...so touched...paiseh also lah...... haha...

8^th Meiling came to school to gimme bdea pressie n cake ...I was so like awww..... paiseh leh...

9^th finally I realise on my own that “ehh... Max always Friday not here ...got church thing...why so suddenly want to see all of us?”

10^th Broke it down to Jiawei...Asraf still nak menegakan benang yang basah...wahliao...

11^th wah they tried to trick me ...haha just played along to it cool man =)

12^th Paiseh to say lah ... winson know already... If I get pix from Nad, I’ll post it soon...

13^th Pressie is wallet form the gang in class and necklace from Seet.

Basically, I am very touched...Thank You guys & gals =) :)

P/s: I know You are jealous  of my photography skills :p

 

Just us girls fooling around at TRCC. Agnes MIA. She's down with chickenpox. Get well soon girl ^.^

The virgin bow string of my virgin bow struck my arm and I slowly bleed.

I now own something that is very expensive besides my laptop. This thing is bought by my own money after slaving away.... and the thing is ... BOW set.  Okay... well the Whole Set costs $302 it’s sort of cheaper because there are 10 of us who bought the bow but with cheap things, there are many defects. And I still owe Junior $70 bucks... I have to pay him by 21^st July 2008...he-he =D

Of all the 5 bows that arrived, mine is one and only complete set where almost all are perfect. Still I have a complete set =) But sad to say, I have not tried out my set. I was supposed to on Friday, 11 July 2008 but on that day I had the 1^st lab session for NUS crystal Growing Competition 2008 ^.^ so it was both a good and bad day. Hopefully I can shoot some arrows on Monday ... fingers crossed. Most of the bows that were delivered, either have too short (or too long bow string) or have a weird pair of limbs that do not fit o.O

 

I’m going to attach some pictures now. Ciao and love cha =)

Probably you may have known that my dad's liver is failing and now his gall bladder(the thing that stores bile which is produced by liver. Bile emulsifies fats for easier digestion. similar to soap acting on oil)  is failing too. On Saturday night, the liver transplant coordinator called and told my dad to go on stand by because there is a potential Doner. If successful , he'll get an operation Sunday morning. at 11 + pm, another call arrived and the person asked this question " have you signed HOTA form previously? " - I mean what the heck -  my dad got hepatitis C . It was detected when he wanted to donate blood. If a guy can't donate blood because of Hep C isn't that obvious he can't donante organs either? blood runs throughout the body...F***! I'm not sure about being able to donate cornea though. Dad didn't signed the form hence he was crossed off the list as a potential recepient for the available liver. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How unjust is the world?!?! I mean the 3 of us - me, mom n dad was in shallow sleep because we were waiting for the call which would determine dad's fate - OUR Fate!!!! And when we conveyed this to my aunt,, she goes " dah tak ada rezeki. disebalik kejadian ini ada hikmahnya...orang lain diselamatkan..." which roughly translate to " It's not our luck . Behind what happen, there's a blessing because another life is saved. "

I'm very pissed with Jon n Bernard. Neither can shut their gob up when other groups are presenting. They could innocently talk about basic respect about when group are presenting but in actual fact they talk and talk as in interrupt when members of other group are saying their answer. Like the words are overflowing and no dam to stop it.

Dad is sick again and I do not just use the word sick any how. I really mean that he is sick. Initially was Hep C + Liver Cirrhosis + Liver Cancer. Now It's Hep C + Liver Cirrhosis + Deteriorating Gall Bladder. Looks like he have mild Jaundice.

When I see dad I feel sad and pity all over. Its really sad to see him tired most of the time. I know that he appears lively and jovial around us but in actual fact he is feeling very sick inside. Its really indescribable to see some one you love stuck in the hospital with IV tubes feeding his body with antibiotics, plasma, medicines, potassium chloride and god knows what else... He tried to joke about vampires tiptoeing at night drawing blood. In actual fact nurses do draw his blood in the night. He's the sole bread winner of the family... right now, he has been in the hospital for 6 or 7 days. I mean how are we going to cope... i know it sounds selfish and all but we need to live and Singapore a hell lot of money is needed to survive.Sometimes I wish that god will be kind enough to give him a new lease of life by having a liver transplant but sometimes when I see him, especially during the period where he really sick like diarrhoea lasting 3-4 days or fever or even when he feels very down health wise, I wish god would be just kind to not let him suffer. I don't know why I'm writing this ... but I feel really bad while typing this down... Sometime I just don believe anyone anymore. It's easy for the uncles or aunts to say "if you have anyting to talk about, just call me" but I find that talking to the immediate reletive is the worst solution ever invented. no one seem to be able to keep their trap shut at all. I find that so true.... like u expect ur cousin to shut the trap about a particular subject that you hv discussed about, not even half a day later, u least expect an sms or a call, u'll receive one interrogating u abt wad u tok to the cousin abt. Sometimes pouring ur whole heart and soul out is horrible but when you got no one to trust, its best u talk to yourself or write it down and ull feel better. right now, im all teary eyed so i'll not reread the post.